thought i would let you know i was alive.
today in art i printed out this picture, tried to copy it, failed and then proceeded to pastel directly over the printed picture. i showed the teacher, hoping she would notice it was a fake, she didnt, she gave me advice on how to improve it. so i went back, worked on it then showed it to her again, she said it was good and i said i didnt like it. when she started to walk off i ripped it in half. she pivoted around and bore the most thourough look of horror ive ever seen. she just stared for like ten seconds then i realized she was either going to snap or going to break down, so i told her what it was and reassured her it wasnt real art.
she wasnt too thrilled.
it was great.
whats been up with you?

im on my way to a breakdown.

well well well.... was it just me or was January really fucking long? i always forget its so long... i mean seriously its only been this year for one month? then again this is only the 8th year of the current millenium... so there you have it. any way all of this pointless banter was mostly leading up to me expressing my anticipation of 12am so that i can finally have fullfilled my vow of sobriety for this month and once again smoke a bowl... and the timing couldnt be better.
hows all your guys' month been?

thought i would let anyone who is still listening know that im still alive. i havent done much in the way of art lately, ive been distracting myself with video games and longboarding. been riding mt. tabor a bit lately, fun shit.
went out the other night and bombed tabor with dave then met up with nicole and ran a decent little hill down bellmont for a while, got fun when the traffic died down.
started my budo (martial arts) class, thats pretty fun, im the leader of the spoken word committee for the diversity assembly, so we have a meeting every week, this week im going to start my scuba diving classes, so my schedule is rapidly filling up. to those who i have unintentionally ignored i am sorry. to hannah i am especially sorry, but i fear i have no room in my muddled mind for such perversions. i will start talking to you soon, im not blotting you out of existence.
made bacon the other night. it was delicious.
while i enjoy taking a month off of pot every now and again i think that january was a silly month to do it, i always neglect to remember how damned long it is, on the bright side february 1st is a friday. i just did 5 tests in a row in my chemistry class because my teacher did a test every day i was suspended a while back. i did them all in one period and aced every one of them... shit, i gotta finish that packet too. anyways, peace be with you and may your journeys be safe, or at least entertaining and worthy.
-Loki

dont worry until you need to young one.
father has got your back, even if it looks as though hes turning his.

let them blow up, ignite, freak out, escelate, now is a time to be one with what is, not what they are making it.

father has your back.
fuck what the rest of them say