whatever. i dont even really know why im writing this journal, i geuss its cause ive only got two friends and i want a little attention. no, i geuss its cause im pissed at my dad and feel like writing and maybe getting some sort of consolation in some thought out and witty sounding text response.
ill spare the details, im fucking tired of him.
never good enough... i always thought that was some teenager cliche bullshit, but i honestly doubt that many people have a father who is as critically over expective as my dad.
i got enrolled in ap classes this year, im taking night classes at ccc 3 days a week,
i forgot to take out my laundry for a day. he threw it on the floor then yelled at me.
seriously, when im doing good hes only a little bit less of an asshole... whatever, noone wants to hear it, and i dont need to show weakness on a worldly accessable site, i dont like showing it to anyone i trust.
especially not anyone i trust.

my ex girlfriend that put up with my childish ass for a year and a half while i was a pathetic emo child moved up to portland and has been trying to get a hold of me for months.
ive been dodging her. ive been bitter and dismissive of the characters in my past.
especcially her.
i think im done. i talked to her for a while tonight, it was unwaranted to get so down on her.
someone to blame.
i dont know how well it would blow over with her coming over to my birthday party, but i think im going to go to hers. ill also get to se the 22 year old neo nazi she dumped me for, hes a whineyer bitch than me.
what do you even get someone like that?
i think she wants my nuts too, thats the hit i was getting at least.
sounds like her life is falling together though.
good for her.
katri's moving to newyork, im glad everything worked out for her.
johnnie is taking my place at the pirate festival, the one ive been looking foreward to for a year.
yeah i have to go meet with my group who is bound and determined to get me an 'f' on my first project in us history...

whatever. im done.